What i want to become? :)

You know i really tired by being like people. I don’t want to do the things what people  are doing all over the world . Up to now i have decided or settled in my mind. That i have to live like what my parents, relatives and society taught me. But, today i got these thought, do i really like to live like what they told? Will i get happiness or satisfaction for my whole life, if I live like what they are to enforcing on me? The temporally answer given by mind is No. No i don’t wanna watch video for whole life, No i don’t want live under pressure of people to whom i supposed to work in future  so that, i can earn money, No i really want to work for them for now. First up all i want to work for Myself And if get time then for others.

Then i thought about, what i really like do in my life? Answers are below:

I want to earn only sustainable amount of Money. For that i have to stop thinking about people around me that, what they will think. That, i am looser,coward who don’t want to take responsibilities in  his life. But, i will just say go to hell all of them who thinks about me like that cause i got solution on this from my  second answer to what i like do in my life?

I wants to stay in my village and on my farm build a Eco friendly home which will be more sustainable for me  in your language you  can say it Earthship which is exciting word for it.

I always wanted to explore myself and this universe. But, i didn’t realize it yet.

I want to read books of what people has written by their thoughts , i am not talking about novels, philosophy i got it very much. Now i don’t want it anymore. J  i want to read beyond that. What is reason of existence of this universe? Why we are here, is there any purpose behind this or we are just here randomly?

And on and on...

I don’t know, will i get that much straight to do it? or not but i am just typing..